Friday, September 14, 2007
*mixed feelings*
I have no idea what's happening to me. It's like, as if... I'm starting to not know myself anymore. It's super weird, I feel like as if I don't understand myself anymore. And I started to hate myself.
It started with weird empty feelings in May. From there it was a roller-coaster ride, sometimes I'm back to my ordinary self, and sometimes I'm just not myself. Firstly, I thought it was mood swing. But somehow it keeps coming back. The attitude problem, the weird feeling and emptiness inside of me.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what's the problem.
I don't know why it is happening.
*argh*
Maybe.... MAYBE...
Maybe I just need to do some soul searching.
Maybe its just in my head.
Maybe I just need some time off.
Maybe I just need to have my regular routine back (school routine)
But from what I know, I been taking things harshly on myself.
Things such as:
- people starts talking bad about me or backstab me
- people scolding me even for the smallest things
- expectations and deadlines
- people controlling me like a puppet
People always tell me that I'm strong and stay strong.
Well, I WAS strong, until things starts to fall apart into pieces.
Slowly... bit by bit and everything came clashing down
music.makes.me.lose.control {5:19 PM}
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Kinda went shopping just now with my sister. Bought MAC makeup. *wohoo*
Things we bought:
And guess how much was the total price.
GUESS??
TOTAL: $115.00
It's freaking cheap lah. What a good bargain.
I LOVE SHOPPING
music.makes.me.lose.control {6:00 PM}
Saturday, September 08, 2007
LOOK at how amazing cropping can be:
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music.makes.me.lose.control {1:11 PM}
More PICTURES to drool on:
music.makes.me.lose.control {1:08 PM}
And guess how much was the total price.
